Dear Listener
Julie Carr
I didn't know what I was doing or why I was doing it.
Perhaps you guided me as if a path through deep grass, as if the color blue

episodic flare—

and there were bags, baggage unclaimed
and other women watching me, they seemed hurt—I had, I knew it,

hurt them in some way. I was ill, I would have slept
longer still, but that I was on the highway,

the highway had a place for me to fill,
so that when I came then to find you, I was late.

Listener, no striving, in a sense, no choosing. I arrived,
tiny weeds in my fingers, dirt in the skin of my hands.

A monarch appeared behind me—a girl in the spray of the hose.

These things are real, I'm telling them to you
though I've wanted to diminish them, to turn myself

harder. I am light,
she said, I am stretchy, I feel like nothing and it feels so good.

I feel like nothing, like I am nothing. I could play for 49 hours,

for 49 hours and 59 minutes, and I would even play
for 50 hours if you asked me to, if I had to, she said.

Listener, you are forbidden, far, and unreal until
I make you up by telling you

what she said.
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This poem is in part my response to Wallace Stevens's "The Snowman," a snow-girl for summer. The listener is the reader, the writer, and also the infinite, the nothing, the unnamable us-not-us to whom we present ourselves. I was interested in the dynamic between the "real" and the "imagined." Writing, we make the real imaginary and the imaginary, real. Writing, we invent and address our listener, we open ourselves to the nothing that is.

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