There are things you can't learn over the phone,
like how each day your mother's losing weight.
Her hug has turned to a burlap sack of bones.
You imagine it sharp and cold. Her heart beats

jaggedly. There's dark beneath her eyes.
You know she cooks herself three meals a day,
but over the phone you cannot see what lies
behind her silence: she throws the food away.

She yawns and says she is a little tired,
while exhaustion settles ashen on her face.
You can't see how the neatness you admired—
the dishes clean, everything in its place—

has disappeared. The kitchen's out of order.
She doesn't make her bed. Her clothes smell bad.
And you keep moving further, moving forward
(after Dad left, you thought she'd drive you mad):

first Tennessee, then Arkansas, now Texas.
She's back home in the Carolina foothills
while the tumor near her cardiac plexus
grows. You can't see her refuse the pills,

but you hear it in each hesitation, in every
sick quiet hanging on the line.
So when she says she's "feeling better, very,"
it sends the worry ringing up your spine.

After the dial tone dies away,
you stand in the sunlight of your own kitchen.
You know she's dying, that she'll never say.
You know you will never be forgiven.
from the book THE LAST VISIT / Autumn House Press
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Catalan Poet Joan Margarit Wins Spain’s Cervantes Prize

"Spain’s government announced Thursday that Catalan poet Joan Margarit won the 2019 Cervantes Prize, the Spanish-speaking world’s highest literary honor. Margarit, who is also an architect, has published more than 20 volumes of poetry—mainly in Catalan but also in Spanish. The 81-year-old has won several awards for his verse, including the Pablo Neruda prize in Chile.”

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"The ars poetica is a poem that takes the art of poetry as its subject matter. The tradition can be traced back to the Roman lyric poet Horace (ca. 19 B.C.E.) and his poem titled “Ars Poetica,” in which he argues that poetry should be both amusing and instructive. Modern and contemporary poets have approached the genre in a myriad of ways over the years, employing it, for example, to construct broad defenses of poetry, or to make arguments for particular kinds of poetics, or as a space to meditate on or define their own aesthetics."
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